so i was a bit hesitant, due to my true love for the originals, Yet this was no mere replicated remake with sub-par castings and cliche kills. It started a half hour before the movie, and met a really funny guy sitting next to Alannah and i. We goofed making fun of those who would buy "D-Box" seatings which end up being 18$ alone per. If you dont know the D-Boxing seats are suppose to replicate the intensity of the movie by feel. The casting was actually pretty decent for a remake, and the acting wasnt to bad. The Effects where great and reminded me much of the originals. There was something very nostalgic about this refreshing new view of Freddy. The only downfall was the make-up for freddy, no offense but with first view he looked like a person with down-syndrome badly burned. Of course no one can replace Robert England, but for what it was i loved how they portrayed him. The kills where wonderful. It felt as if they put all 6 movies into one, if you are such a fan as I, you will notice many of them within this renewal. I left very pleased, as i entered as a skeptic. This has been my favorite remake thus far. ----- life has been wonderful thus far, sorry for the lack of updates. I have been actually very busy, and when i'm not i feel restless. The gym is great and always makes me feel wonderful. Moving in 2months. Surrounding myself with great people. always running into new and funny acquaintances makes for splendid stories
"you make me glow, watch everything light up around you"
its been a emotionally hectic week. people deciding to confide they care for me and like me. the constancy of the gym, feeling great due to. Always keeping myself busy, with body's around me smiling. I feel i made the correct choice, due to the recent events. My heart is at ease. Life is looking up. I haven't played any video-games in almost 2 weeks, and I'm gaining an itching. Today i am thinking about it but i just got done cleaning house, 4hours later. the sun is out the birds are bumpin. I went for a walk, and did my lil' workout routine. --- i maybe have decided to not trim or shave my beard till my birthday.. we will see..hah. --- postal service is wonderful relaxing music. --- back tattoo idea i want
exuberant are these emotions while sailing these seas i capsize unsure where it may lead treading aimlessly in these waters seeking out my lighthouse waiting for a sign arms growing weak lungs become restless the current lulls me fate is in your hands now
"i just cant, i'm to afraid" she muttered out after much hesitation. she turned away from him, as tears fell down her cheeks. he gently took her by the hand, and brushed the hair from her face. gazing into her eyes, without a delay he confessed it to her "i will follow you to the stars, for you are my love" she started to sniffle "so let me wipe away those tears, so we may finally stay hand in hand"
my mind is in a million and one places right now. This will be the weeks (wednesday) update. so let me try to arrange them as i type. Im sitting on my floor with my newly loved and neatly packaged box. The Coheed and Cambria cd box set came out today and mine came into the mail. Like a child at Christmas time, i tried ever so hastily to shred the packaging so i could get to the core of my joy. The box was much larger than expected. grinning from ear to ear, i was ecstatic. shocked that the "novel" i read about that came with. was an actual novel. i thought it was just another graphic novel. so i have my work in for me with 4 books in the process.i shall dig my claws into its pages and cling on to each word, knowing the passion that was put into it. This is what inspires me greatly and i truly appreciate of many artists. Not only is Claudio a truly talented person, but he puts his blood,sweat,and tears (literally) into his work the whole manifestation of COnCA is dealings with his own personal endeavors and puts it into a sci fi twist.
so today since wasn't going to the gym again, i did a few sets of sit ups and push ups as the Coheed cd was uploading onto the computer. Thats when my little walk turned into inspiration. as i hit play to the first song and looked up into the sunny skies with the trees surrounding me, i squinted eyes because it was so bright upon my face, thats when my little friend visited me. A blue dragon-fly grazed pass my face slowly as i was in awe of it all. my heart felt ok, comfortable. --- side note: Robert ever since he met me told me that the dragonfly is my "totem" and my medicine persay, and that dragonflys are a powerfull symbol in the native world. Not only the fact that one is embeded onto my skin, that for the past few years whenever one comes around (and they do often) when theres a big transition or situation in my life. ---
I continued my walk, as i engulfed myself into the world of COnCA. THe past few days have felt very nice, i think joining the gym and going now has opened a new door to many new emotions and outlooks on things, im not saying this because "omgosh joining teh gym is lyke so kewl" but i think just because im finally going into the direction of life i have been wanting to do for the longest time. i thank you for this leaving me was the best thing you had ever taught me. these cold steps will warm. I'm finally feeling such. re-connecting with everyone, keeping good people around me and keeping active and utilizing my brain more than previous. ----- we were wrapped in serenity comforted by all we removed this left cold and unwanted with the ease of falling in just as fast fell out of love our weekend cut short i now see why those dislike mondays realizing everything perishes bringing us back to the start i've paved my way this time wont crawl as i stand tall walking through this gauntlet ------- speaking of gauntlets i had a dream sunday night including ALL of my ex's and it was quit interesting i should say i suppose. all i know is they all kept on trying to talk to me or call or confront me and converse yet i kept walking, all i truly remember is the ending walking up the long road twords my old apartments and not looking back, as jessica was trying to swoe me. ya interesting story indeed. robert said it ment something that i was walking, and not looking back and it had to deal with all my ex's. ahhhh dreams what story tellers. ---
the first song in this almost put me to tears on my walk as i listend to it. i posted only afew songs, the ones that mainly hit me to the bone right away. ---
as you can tell i have been adding alot more photos to my blog. I recently have been utilizing my camera more and wanting to explore different venues of my endeavors. This one is from my old drawing journal. i wished to just share from it now and again. -----
I have lazed away from trying to do the comic thing I have been taking photos though I just need to sit down and construct. For once i have been out and about. Tomorrow i join the GYM, im excited.
im upset because i wrote down some notes during work the other day on good poem structures on what i wanted to continue with. soon.
I am thinking i will lay down Sundays, Wednesdays, and Fridays as my "big update" days and force myself to sit down and update when i need to instead of just wait and put it off.
i lay awake in this cocoon waiting for my rebirth action is needed rather, i will shed my skins and breathe anew
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this song soothes me. the past few days have been troublesome on my emotional state i want to act as the person i know i can be on the outside rather than just in, not playing fiddle to another's pre-expectations of me. .... iv worked out the past 2 nights and have been spending my time with other activities that seems to show more purpose than just playing games or "vegging" during the week, which im glad for. come saturday i will be rejoined at the Y. and will be going each day after-work with Davey. also eating better as of late. life is looking up. minus the thoughts of you when i wish them not to ...I've finally come to terms with what I am. I'm nothing in your eyes, and this will not change. I'm living in a dream.... I'll close my eyes, dream of a better time when I'll be finally past this and be happy on my own. I've done all I can, and I've still been cast aside.
it feels like i'm walking in the shadows of yesterday unsure were to set my emotions passing by the places that once graced your frame. i let go, so long ago yet this door busted wide open lungs ache as if i'm holding my breathe I found you in a dream whispering to me "i moved on so should you" then it went black -----
yesterday being in Seattle and south-center all i ran into is old thoughts and memories of you and where we last went. i wanted to txt you wishing you well i didn't i know its for the best
and he said to her "I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left. Still you act as if I'm just a burden. I've finally let go."
I've been taking photos daily with my penguin pals. constructing photos for my lil strip. i think i will try to do one 2-3 times a week. Things are going well life wise. I think , i have my Room-mate situation handled. I've been coloring here and there, its so nostalgic i love it. I had a dream recently with you in it. it felt truly real, even the emotions felt when arising from the slumber. It instills much fear, because i haven't dremt or thought of you in a long while now, yet you seem to creep in.
