i removed myself from social media such as Facebook.
lets see how this goes
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we sometimes regret.
we to often take for granted.
we rarely express our true emotion.
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Thinking and looking back on experiences of past
like most i look upon myself and wish
i knew then what i know now.
to maybe fix or change the way
things may have gone or went.
not saying i live in the past.
but wish it would have
created better bridges of the future.
so many people have touched and been
apart of my heart.
my life.
done so much yet i expressed it in all
the wrong ways
or not at all.
we often at least myself feel like just a blink
in someones history soon to be forgotten
or just one line in a novel.
I think of you often.
I feel like this is my time, not to escape
but start anew. I am uncertain and scared.
To go to a place where no one knows my name
blank page. will i even know how to be.
have i lost my way.
will i find the right one I've always wanted to?
or am i just running from haunting places and faces.
thank you so dearly from the bottom of my heart
despite it ending abruptly, harshly, quietly
whichever way it may have ended or gone.
You have and still mean the world to me
without you even knowing it.
i miss you all dearly.
even if your still near.
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play for beauty that says it all.
