knight skie

as he stands within the field,
he looks upon the diamonds in the night sky
luminous is the moons glow.
Looking up to it as if its going to reply
speaking softly to himself
"i think of you from time to time, in my passings,
I see your face many times a day.
Does this happen with you?
dearest moon?
I often forget you are up there, as if you never where.
i hope its not the same for you as I. stay beautiful."
he suddenly sighs
after returning his gaze back to the twinkling diamonds

fear knot

"why don't you tell me you love me" she requested.
while turning onto her belly, head in hands.
squinting due to the sun. he musters
"because i fear"
tilting her head perplexed.
"confused? however so."
with a heavy set sigh he sputters
"baby you know how i feel"
bending her legs up kicking them to and fro.
he sits up leaning back up against the tree.
brushing his hair from face.
"I fear we may go down a path we cannot turn back from."
he looking off into the distance.
the girl then replying with a smile.
all thats left is the silhouette
of the couple falling into each-others arms,
as the setting sun collapses into the eve.

the 4th of ju-lie

with the sound of explosions deafening the ear
i close my eyes to feel apart of history
the mind warps to the colonial times
each blast shattering and rumbling the skies
re-creates the memories of wars past
cannons smoke fills the air
blood curdling screams voice the lands
as the evening comes to its end
paranoia fills my frame
i cannot rest

welcome home

it astounds me that the chest cavity
carries one of the most blessed
parts of the human anatamoy
that it allows us to express,feel and share
so much love to ourselves and others.
to often we forget to express our gratitude of our
fellow man. TO often do we express and glorify
the negative we sometimes see in another.
rather than to invest time and enjoy the accompaniment
of the person right next to you.
we all experience everything in life for a reason
we may not always know right away or why.
Yet it helps build us, and allows us to share
with those around our experience to empathize
with what they may be enduring.
allowing us to initially become closer and love one another
hatred is such a weakness.
crawl in humility. before standing in honor.
im so grateful for my life and what i have experienced
in my short 22 thus far.
the people in my life bless me more than they will know.
i love. i thank you.

new design

this uncharted terrain
beseech's me
i must explore
unfolding the map
where i should lay
it turns blank
bewildered
by the thought
my heart seeks guidance
i shall lay ink to
this chart
paving my own way
where many shall
soon follow

fold the map

my younger brother graduated recently.
It makes me happy. It makes me feel old.
I'm Finally getting Life Straight. I will continue this.
Once i Move to my
short term Residence, i will be reading/writing more.
Something i keep
trying to Implement as a renewed hobby..
Work.Gym.Lady time.Friends.Repeat.
new car. new leaf.
new continuations of life.

what a metaphysical paradox

its great when motivation, and clarity burst through the seems.
my list of To Do's is almost all crossed out.
i went to the gym today without any accompaniment
it was really nice actually, i motivated myself more so
than when with company. i ended up sweating like a pig
in the end though, but hey its all in good progress.